I think it's time we had a little talk about forgiveness.
And I mean little, because I'm still learning about it.
As little tykes, we were taught about sharing and forgiveness. God tells us to forgive as we have been forgiven. How many times should I forgive him? Oh, 70 x 7? Well, that seems like a lot... but whatever you say, Jesus.
Christ drills into our heads the importance of love and forgiveness. And for those of us who have Christ in them, it's quite easy to forgive many people for many things. And if you are easy going about things, it's even easier.
What, you forgot to bring my $5 that you owe me? Whatevs. Try to remember tomorrow.
Why is this so easy? Well (a) they're probably feeling guilty and begging for forgiveness anyway and (b) it really isn't a big deal.
What if the situation were like this?
What, you forgot to bring the $5 I needed to pay the rest of the tab so that now I could possibly be arrested or I have to beg for money from someone else?
Unrealistic? Possibly. But be honest. If this were the situation, wouldn't it be harder to forgive them?
God calls for us to forgive both of these people in both of these situations. He asks us to forgive the person in the second situation just as easily as we forgave the person in the first situation.
What would make matters worse is if the person in the second situation wasn't sorry and didn't apologize.
If you're human, that irks you, too.
-Oh, I forgot your $5. Woops.
-Wow, look at this mess I got you into!
-My bad. That sucks how much this ruins your life.
-*laughter*
Yes, it annoys me, too. If anything, it just makes me wrestle with God even more, because I don't want to forgive them.
Heck, they didn't ask for forgiveness, so why should I forgive them?
Well, I'm pretty sure I didn't ask for God to die for me so I would be forgiven of anything. I didn't ask God to conquer death. I didn't ask God to show the ultimate act of love by sending His son to the cross. And, sometimes, I value pride over honor and I won't ask for forgiveness, either.
But God did all those things. Without me asking, and without a second thought, God did.
As a Christian, I strive to live the WWJD life, including the life Jesus lead forgiving everyone. Not just the whole wiping-my-sins-away forgiveness, but his own personal forgiveness to people that personally wronged him. He forgave Peter, who denied him. He forgave the people who crucified him.
Who that crap do I think I am that I can withhold forgiveness from anyone when Christ forgave the people, the very guilty and sinful people, who CRUCIFIED him?! He was dying and in so much incredible pain and he said, "They don't know what they're doing, so forgive them." I'm fairly certain that I'd be spitting on them, possibly throwing out a few bad words here and there, and yelling at them, plotting my revenge as a ghost to haunt their stupid lives.
Be honest, you know you wouldn't be too graceful about it, either.
But we, as Christ followers, must strive to be like him. Therefore, we must forgive.
I was convicted not too long ago that I had never forgiven a few people for wronging me. Part of it was that it never occurred to me that I should. The other part of it is... I don't want to. They haven't (and most likely will not) asked for forgiveness.
I'm struggling with this. These people have wronged me more than I've ever been wronged, they're the few that have never asked for forgiveness, and I just hold this incredible grudge against them, mostly subconsciously.
I've been praying about it, and I think that's all I can do for now. Why not learn forgiveness from the ultimate forgiver?
If I learn anything new, any hints or wisdom, I'll be sure to let you know.
I completely agree with you, but I would have to say that you should not be lending out money if you are going to be arrested because you need it. (Unless God tells you too, in which case you probably don't need to worry because he's got the whole situation under control.)
ReplyDeleteHaha this is true, but I hope you still understood the main point...
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