Good Day =)

Do you ever just have a good day?
Or maybe not even a day, but a good evening, or a good couple-of-hours?

When you're walking to you room, and even though it's raining, you're just enjoying the drops like they're something new and exciting

And when you're smiling for no specific reason, but that life is good.

And when, even though you know you have a lot of things to worry about and to do and to stress about, you know that it's okay, because one day there will be an eternal moment of a feeling better than this.

And when, even though you're so undecided on you're future, or you just don't know what is going to happen, you know that it will all be okay, and God will bless you every step of the way.

And when you feel like God is making it rain just for you to enjoy and smile, and that He's walking with you, dancing with you, in the rain.

When you just feel like God is with you, and you know it for sure.

Mmm. I love moments like those.
Moments like tonight.

choices...

"You said, 'i know that this will hurt,
But if I don't break your heart then
Things will just get worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear
Remember: the end will justify the pain it took to get us there.'"

I love those words.
I've recently become re-obsessed with Relient K.

and btw I've been randomly typing non-existent words, so forgive my typos.

I've been struggling with the decision of staying a music major or changing to something else... likkke pharmacy.
Let's see the pros and cons to doing voice v. pharmacy.

Voice:
pros
I get to sing.
I'm alright at singing, so I think I'd do alright.
I learn the in's and out's of music (i guess that's a pro?)
i could reach out to people...


cons
I could not be as good as I and other think, and I may not get a job
If I'm not a professional, I'd have to teach
After I'm a professional (if ever I was one) i'd have to teach
a lot of money for a lot of school for an iffy/low paying job
If a singer in a church, I'm not reaching outside of church lines
If a teacher, I can't assert my faith.
LOTS of performances throughout school... bleh not my favorite thing.
AND i would limit my music experience to my job/ what the show is.

Pharmacy: (or other bio/chem field)
pros:
possibly less years in school?
money that would repay my years in school
an interesting and exciting (and ever-changing) field
something i've never done before
I could reach out to scientists (who we know can be very stubborn)
semi-my own schedule, so I could do other things (singing at a church maybe a show, and missions)



cons:
i'm not sure if "ever-changing" is good.
ALOT of studying (idk if i'm that smart!!!)
something completely new to me
the people arent always that nice in that field...
I might have to limit my music-ness for the years i'm in school.



wow that turned out differently than i thought I would...

"the end will justify the pain it took to get us there."